Inspired by Blind School

Life always encourage me to move forward witht the things that is around me. On 07th of September, 2017 I visited blind school of Boomtar located aound 1.5KM i.e . 10-15 minutes from Namchi town. It was my maiden visit to this kind of school or institute. I became so numb to see those children who was so happy in their school despite of their eye vision. I interact with the teachers and headMaster. Through them I came to know about not only blind student is enrolled there but also they are in Namchi Girls Sr. School and even at Namchi Govt. College.

I was so inspired by children and other working staff who was blind too. They share there life history with me on how they feel on themselves. Since they are blind by birth they treat life as a gift from lord. Students dream of becoming engineer and doctor makes me think so deep and inspiring. Despite of blind they have hands in computer and mobile phones, they are using whatsapp and facebook, and too have ambition in there life, they want to acheive the goals. All those interaction and enviroments teaches me many lesson. My heart was crying while interating with those childrens.

We are born in a family where we have brother, sister, friends, mother, father, spouse and relatives. We have all the things that god has to gift us. Why not we make our life a memorable life? Why not we spend time on learning new things apart from our busy life? We are born in this very earth, we have all the five sense organ eye, nose, ear, tongue and skin. There is always a reason behind our bith. Lets find that reason.

TANGIBLE DESTINY

                                                                  TANGIBLE DESTINY

It was around 8:30pm, he gave a 30 bucks and walked slowly down the line with the unknown track of his path. Don't know which way to choose, but he was sure to dig all those memories he had left in his temporal lobe. His little heart was full of complication story, "It was my fault that I talked with u ! ! ! ","I never wanna talk with, don't dare to call me!", he sat near the platform crossing the masses, the train was 2hrs late. She became zombie, he had a tangible hurt deep inside which made him more excruciating. The time he could recall was the only moment when they both were busy ending night calls, messaging was a favorite time-pass they ever had. There came a time when every moment was precious for them. Those thought was very unreal, and somehow she was never a zombie before.

A girl was coeval & exquisite in her mid 20. Distance played a vital role and it was the reason of bonding them for last nearly 05 months. Innocent of disguise was tyranny for him. Every rose has its throne, and he was quite sure for that. He had a numerous countless thoughts and it was not possible to handle by his tensed brain. He grabbed his smart-phone and the music was only his soul-friend, "That's Why U Go-MLTR", his every-green song. Slowly the waiting room was about to void, he opened the small tourist guide-book of KOLKATA and searched for his foot-steps. He had covered almost all the major regions, city-Metro was closed at Sunday. Since he was from North-East all the people were staring at him as if he was a foreign-tourist, he got a city map. He laid down in a wooden bench with a broken thoughts while she was unknown or not-concerned of him, and he dont know how they got in abysmal situation. He couldn't remember why she was fighting with no-reasons, doing only things out of box & suddenly he stopped receiving emails/msgs. He was fallen from the mountain high, tried to connect but she warned not to call/msgs.

It was a day when he was on his craziest way to fly Calcutta. His friend told him the frivolous impact of visiting her, but he made his mind. He had 7K bucks in his wallet dat was for his new handset. That was eve-night and New-Delhi is a city of chance rick accident. He went city station to purchased a ticket that was double of original price. He messaged her at-least dozen a day, but sorry it was unreachable. She never got a chance to call him, he was on huge shock how could this happen to her. With in a week she twist her back to him. He tried to connect through her profile but was not of any use. He had a petty situation. By hook or by cook he manage to land at his destination. He feels glad to see the giant "HOWRA BRIDGE", it was his first visit, he could see the wooden buses and old vehicles. Yeah his friends were true that KOLKATA is very dirty and peoples over there are shameless, but he didnt had any link with them. His purpose was not to see those slums or crowd, instead searched her location. He called her more than a century but shit ! ! ! nothing last forever... after his days long call she received it, without any HELLO she pour her anger at him."How dare u came KOLKATA huh!!! I don't wanna see ur face, go away its waste of ur time. You were special for me, but now its over". His heart was dimmed and the ray of hope seems to fade while listening her tyranny words.
He was very unknown what was happened to her at that time. Where he gone wrong? Is this a revenge or wat ? Really it was a big hit. The hope was hopeless and faith in her went in vain. That's a huge mystery in his chapter of life. By then he realized that Destiny is not a matter of choice, its a matter of chance. He had a thunder of queries relating those tragedy happened with him. Should He blame in his fate? He was totally numb and switched to silent mode, couldn't outer a single words owing peoples are responsible for what he was/is/will.
A big noise crossed her ear drum and he could see his last LALKILA EXPRESS. That 2 day gave him a new lesson of a new begging to start a fresh morning. He saw KOLKATA STATION for the last time in his age, by then it was already 10:30pm and the train moved towards NEW-DELHI.

Brief Intro.

Well ! ! ! I gonna introduce.Here's Pravesh Chettri, born in Melli Bazaar South Sikkim  on 1st of Feb 1990.He spent most of his childhood in Melli Bazaar, a small, riverside town on Sikkim and West Bengal border.His father was an Ex. Army and since he was from Gorkha Battalion, life on the border was a natural for him. and his mother is simple housewife, sometine she do things that make us surprise(like stiching sweater and mufflers).

We are the typical Nepali i.e. KSHATRIYA, So i have to wear "JANAI" across my body.Much of my childhood spent around the ducks and fishing boats of Melli river . In 1999, my father and mother decided to built a building. After a few year, on 2004,my sister Barshana got Expired, and since there was numb till a year in our house. By then we wear only five including aama and baba.

Melli Bazaar became my home through my secondary school years. I graduated from Melli Government Secondary School in 2006.I completed my Diploma in Computer Science and Technology from well known Polytechic of Sikkim,CENTER FOR COMPUTER AND COMMUNICATION TECHNOLOGY in 2010.I had the opportunity for job, but I opted for Btech at Merrut,UP, Dewan VS institute of technology.

"Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do, when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire."........

Accused was EMAMI cold Cream

Tring Tring. . .i hate this sound.There was a time when "You n i in this beautiful world" goes my ear drum and makes me fell in HEAVEN.Unfourtunately damn dats my faith. m upset wid the world MOBILE....When i c my fellows murmebing in cell fon with their especial 1 the only world that comes in my mind is "WISH I HAD the 1" . . .them it takes me to the place where i used to whisper at night after 11.PM, since i had RELIANCE FREE night pack that i got from one of the Mobile shop in MEERUT,UP INDIA.

The day was covered with LIGHTS and candles, I was in fresh mood for shopping near by MEERUT city.It was 12:20 pm and i was in the height of enjoying the hour."Airplane : BOB ft. HARLEY WILLIAMS" was on my way."BHAYA KAHA PAR JANAH HEY ?", a riskshaw drive with long moustage and uncomed hair asked me, but the Qwery was god one 4 me, cuz i was not know where was MEERUT city...hehehe. . .I simple replied "BEGUM BRIDGE". I was known m far way from my destination.My only fellow from SIKKIM, Amir Ji was beside me. . .giving me a cute smile every time, dont know what run in his mind. So finally we reached BEGUM BRIDGE, the interesting part was I was in half paint and t-shirt. I was to repair my laptop INTEX charger, so with out looking here and there, I looked only to those shops and service center where i could fix my problem.My neck started paining some where written HCL begumpul pn.no 99923456, COMPAQ begumpul . . . . blah blah. . .sorry I coldn't find my choice. So I started stretching my eyes towards small repairing center. finally I got it. ..shit! dat was duplicate, but was fit in my system.The shop owner snatched 500 rs from my hand, without any hasitation I thanked him wid my smileless smile.

It was silent from 2 hours, and there was no any sign of being there. So I slowely put my hand in my pocket to verify whether it was there, instead a small cute "EMANI cold cream" jumped on my palm, I was shocked. . . how could this happen ? ? ? Wheres my lifeine ? ? ? "AMIR AMIR . . where is my phone ? ? ?". I fell like fallen from NiGERIA FALLS and shank as no one gonna find me now. "LYA HO !" the only words I could auter."LYA JHARACHA RIKSHAW MA. . .". I rewind the time when I was listening to music and driver asked me, "Yeah ! I had emami + my cell, I was wearing half-paint". Bullshit ! ! I was thinking EMAMI as CELL FON. OMGosh! I had to return back hostel, I was still thinking about it . . I missed the song that used to make me smile . . .the CONTACT from previous 3 yrs. . . if any one had to type those LOST contact den I am preety sure that it must be a PHYSICAL TORTURE. I wish no one get that cell in future.

I realised that the main accused regading loosing my cell fon was "EMAMI cold cream" . . . I was so angry wid it, but also sometimes it play vital role in my LIPS.

Facing the DESTINY. . .

When i was a kid i used to look at those bright star and wonder to reach there. My mama always  used to tell me "SON THEY R FAR AWAY FROM US". But no matter what c say I was in my way  of  gazing and thinking to reach and say "LOOK MOM M HERE".....I had a curiosity of knowing new things and implement in my life.

I still remember When I was in my IIIrd grade my mom never use to come to pick me at my school. Some day the MONSOON rain had wetted me and SUMMER sun had burnt me, I used to think. My mom doesn’t LOVE me. From ma childhood only my mama leaves me in my own foot, either the hurricanes come or earthquake,  I have to resist.

 Slowly the time passed and the wind changed. I moved towards JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL, there i get my first chance to hang out  with my colleagues’ was in Vth grade, we get shifted to NEW DEVELOPEMENT AREA, my DAD had built a building for us of two stories.(NOW ITS 5). Since he was from GORKHA BATELLION I have to wake up early in the morning and finish my duties at right time. He too use to SHOUT at me without ny reason. Sometimes I tend to use SLANG word with in my heart, but can’t speak out. With my efforts and hard work I jumped to X grade, mama still didn’t had time to say "BEST OF LUCK"........but there is always warmth  feeling in my heart "I LOVE U MOM".........and c is close 2 me forever.

Gradually the heat of teen attracted me, Namchi was my best dating spot..hahahahaha.....The word uttered at those moment blindly as if i have sneezed. We had to gib class X BOARD  examination at Namchi Girls Senior Sec. School. All the boys were on the best mood for at least  1month.I got to know few of them but hardly remembered 2 or 3. That was the time when I enjoyed a lot. Gone for Samduptcha wid my fellows and many others places. I Come 2 know how girls and boys spend their time.....unfortunately I DIDNT. . .I had to go for my friend's dating alone with him(as a supporter). The FEBRUARY 2006 was awesome month in my entire teen.

I opted for DIPLOMA on 2007 and i got to know many new things which i was not aware in my entire life. I got more interested in COMPUTER SCIENCE and Tech . . .wanna know more about how  the things happens and come to existence. That was my RIGHT DECISION on march 2007 when I got my CLASS X result. I have curiosity to know more new and new things. What the developed country has which we doesn’t have. If  any new ideas came in ours people mind then it is said that the idea was used in European country 20 yrs. back. Those r the little things that is pulling me to know. . Y?? ? Not.. HOW? ? ? If u know Y their is solution for HOW. TRY IT ONCE. . .So i was in my Diploma level. . .ma and my friend developed many small  websites and blogs and also last yr we developed AUTOMATED ATTENDANCE MANAGEMENT SYSTEM (Attendance of faculty online through INTRANET) now m 20 already completed my DIPLOMA  ENGINEERING at 2010 from CCCT, SIKKIM.

 "Our destiny changes with our thought; we shall become what we wish to become, do what we wish to do, when our habitual thought corresponds with our desire."........

I GAVE 1 FOR THE ROAD...

Way 2 ma new collage_DEWAN VS INSTITUTE OF ENGINEERING AND TECHNOLOGY

It was mid June 2010 I was having my daily routine to wake at 9:00 pm (but my mom wants me it at 6:00).I took a look for living room via a long crystal glass which has been my sunrays. I can clearly see the movement but I was dumb, then I get off , someone was screaming  at me as if I had ruined his life…After a minute he get silence and I suffered channels. The daily ads. were at the tip of ma lips and no one can stop me on saying “WAKKA WAKKA THIZ TYM FO AFRICA…HBO…PIMP MY RIDE…”.suddenly the remote jumps on ma sister hand, and I wish, please no to “BUTTON 05”, she can see a cute smile on ma face and blamed “BHAI STOP WATCHING THIS TYPES OF VIDEOS”…(CHANNEL-V,V-TV,M-TV, etc…), it get shocked and tremble me, the battery has gone down…hehe….After half-past 10 I was on the lap on ma mother, and I couldn’t resists myself from saying “MUKH DHU ANI PUJA GAR!!!” I was 2 walk alone the long passage…then wash room….

Suddenly my eyes stuck at the piece of paper where it shouldn’t be. So I picked it lightly and starts reading. “1 FOR THE ROAD”, what the heck it is!!! I was not able 2 trap the meaning, meanwhile I read it, after a minute I realized the paper was half-broken…I blame my fate on not reading those whole passages. After having my activities I thought of a paper. is it lyrics of T-PAIN/BOW-WOW, might not. why the road matters for those celebrities…or it might be poetry by a gr8 scholars like WILLIAM SHAKESPEARS/CHETAN BHAGAT…..aah!!! leave it….!!!! I had numerous thoughts as Sir ALBERT NEWTON has never thought of it. ”but how he proposed theory of RELATIVITY???”, I heard it was also proposed by our gr8 Indian scientist SIR JAGDISH CH. BOSE….whatever!!! now how to get my ROAD???

I open the jip of ma mini baby laptop and connect the usb AIRTEL INTERNET CONNECTOR to it, and starts connecting…instead he claimed me “sorry cant find proxy???” PROXY??? Oh!! I need ma subscriber name..then access point..blah blah…I thank god dat all the words was their from NETWORKING LAB..i thanked Ranjan Sir….at last I success “SUCCESSFULLY CONECTED”. So I couldn’t  stop ma finger on typing “ROAD”. GOOGLE  claimed me with his thousand of links, which?wer? I was confused.oh god!!! Where should I find ma way!!! Next time a magic happens “VIDEO BY  JUSTINE TIMBERLAKE..4:27 mins”, I didn’t hesitate on clicking the link..it was so sad…tears falls down my chick..how could this happen!!!so romantic…I want from quotes to poems and poetry all the way I traveled and visited different part of the world…But no way of “ROAD”.I switched my search engine 2wads a site which is known as the father of search engine, developed on 1994 by JERRY YANG & DAVID FILO, and has it headquarter at SILICON VALLEY of CALIFORNIA (U.S.A)…its none other than “YAHOOOOO!!!”….instead he has a numbers of question as if I am giving interview, “Why Road?Need?-asked by ”…prabin thakur_12-03-2007…blah blah…

Atlast I hab 2 beg GOOGLE image, I the copy of the “road” on it.YEAH!!! I I found u..now wer u go??my road!! I will complete your paragraph.i was so glad 2 see like I hir a jackpot of $1000… I lightly clicked on the path, and saved it as my desktop background image, it was so handsome..my road!!!

The link was connected to Hindustan Times, Calcutta.i gone through it, and when I found the words from where I had stuck I was so happy, like dats my happiest moment ever.i get to bed and had a dream on it, so relax..walking on the road and thinking of the poorer who walks on street and hab to relay on street…many more thought crosses my mind..people walks on street but no one give a single time on it..no one thinks of it…for those who trys to earn their daily breads and butter knows the actual meaning…

From the paragraph I get a lesson,the saying 1 FOR THE ROAD could acquire a new meaning altogether since you will be able 2 drink but not drive..

History till now...

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He knows watt iz before me, and it can flip the life in a second. Like the waves fall on the shore and we can’t deny it. When the page of the life is turned the “PAST”, a history which covers the sadness, happiness and glorious moment 4ever. Whenever I think of it he brings the day with moody feelings. What I see is the long widen road covered with throne and brittle glasses from where I had made decision to travel ma way to reach my destiny, and once again it tremble my cerebellum and put me from where I started.

History is the mark of journey that can either erased by a laser light or neither thunder rain, nor it can easily brunt by the high atomic energy. I am in the mid of 20’s and the past is closely surrounding me. I want to flip flop it!!!But my strength can’t have reality. Although it might be major relishing session now, and my vocal cord want to scream “LESSON”…

I want “LESSON” from my history background. The only perfect job I can do is pasting a duplicate layer on my darker edge. It can have innermost shining from my future and 0% opacity from my future, and I want it on present, cuz if tomorrow never comes!!! Turning the pages of my life I can clearly see my life hasn’t ruined nor it had any faded effect. The future thought has flooded it so that it washed in a minute. Now its high time and energetic moment to let my negative feelings submerged in the past. I don’t want it back. I played it and knew the sufferings lately.

My past teaches me how? What? Why? , handle the critical situation; let others feelings know, self dependent and independent. I give a lot of greeting to it, and yeah!!! I am the happiest person in my life I can trust myself more than history…..

Discovering the wonders of my session......

As the saying goes "TO KNOW THE ROAD AHEAD ASK THOSE COMING BACK"..... it has perfect in me.The main objective here is I dont know where the wheel  of my mind wanna take me.I'm 20 yrs but m only speculating the junk crossing my mind and heart!!!

Better I don't wanna real those stuff that is likely to hypnotize me.....  Everlasting LOVE that i've been trying to nab is not and never happened nor they tried with me,NO!!!! I criticized my self.

When I stand in front of mirror,a shame roll down to me or i dont wanna see there.

I wanna ask WHO M I?? WHAT SHOULD I DO IN MY COMING FUTURE???......Not yet decided and pending achievement ,betrayed......The thought crosses my mind is very relevant to 1 whom i see the poor workers alone the road side,their talk and asking cigarette to their colleges....A bit from sense of uneasy touche my heart.

A couple busy in their teens have a formal talks and I respect  them , just wanna hear what they utter,cuz m thrown very far away ,I guess no one reach me.

Yeah !!!! the word is 100% true and my sentence witness me.I love the 1 very much, it seems m hungry,but I dont let know why is it so with me!!!! Their is no valid reason to justify my broken heart, it always wanna flirt now....M damn care....

M under my own stream surrounded by THROWN.......

Recollecting the finest memories.......

Running from the rain and snow,ah!!! i reached the place where my elder sister is now not more to stay,my SWEET HOME -Melli Bazaar,South Sikkim,India.I have o get my HALL TICKET for my 5th Semester examination,but i forget all those stuff and i find my way to Melli....Today 19th November 2009,the day in my history owing to my elder sister marriage..the feeling was so xcited that i cant explain clearly....I saw sunshine in my AAMA-mother and BABA-father..all were so busy hanging here and there...Making pandals and all.Tomorrow gonna be the great day...For the very first time in my life I saw Arrange marriage, mean to say CHHETRI's merriage...M the Big brother from Son side...i had all the responsibility of my sister,i followed it properly...All that give me the lesson ofhow the family runs in Society...I was very Happy....My fiance sister KALPANA!!!!!I dropped a tears coz i cant resist my feeling s 2wads ma sister....