History till now...

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He knows watt iz before me, and it can flip the life in a second. Like the waves fall on the shore and we can’t deny it. When the page of the life is turned the “PAST”, a history which covers the sadness, happiness and glorious moment 4ever. Whenever I think of it he brings the day with moody feelings. What I see is the long widen road covered with throne and brittle glasses from where I had made decision to travel ma way to reach my destiny, and once again it tremble my cerebellum and put me from where I started.

History is the mark of journey that can either erased by a laser light or neither thunder rain, nor it can easily brunt by the high atomic energy. I am in the mid of 20’s and the past is closely surrounding me. I want to flip flop it!!!But my strength can’t have reality. Although it might be major relishing session now, and my vocal cord want to scream “LESSON”…

I want “LESSON” from my history background. The only perfect job I can do is pasting a duplicate layer on my darker edge. It can have innermost shining from my future and 0% opacity from my future, and I want it on present, cuz if tomorrow never comes!!! Turning the pages of my life I can clearly see my life hasn’t ruined nor it had any faded effect. The future thought has flooded it so that it washed in a minute. Now its high time and energetic moment to let my negative feelings submerged in the past. I don’t want it back. I played it and knew the sufferings lately.

My past teaches me how? What? Why? , handle the critical situation; let others feelings know, self dependent and independent. I give a lot of greeting to it, and yeah!!! I am the happiest person in my life I can trust myself more than history…..

Final Day...21-MAY-2010

2007 batch Farewall Party .....

Student of 2nd yr and 1st year of CCCT Polytechnic gave us a huge farewell and my very much happy.....
I give a lot of thanks......And i rally gonna miss my college Days......I dont want my felling down towards CCCT..Its my Pioneer to Engineering.......

Discovering the wonders of my session......

As the saying goes "TO KNOW THE ROAD AHEAD ASK THOSE COMING BACK"..... it has perfect in me.The main objective here is I dont know where the wheel  of my mind wanna take me.I'm 20 yrs but m only speculating the junk crossing my mind and heart!!!

Better I don't wanna real those stuff that is likely to hypnotize me.....  Everlasting LOVE that i've been trying to nab is not and never happened nor they tried with me,NO!!!! I criticized my self.

When I stand in front of mirror,a shame roll down to me or i dont wanna see there.

I wanna ask WHO M I?? WHAT SHOULD I DO IN MY COMING FUTURE???......Not yet decided and pending achievement ,betrayed......The thought crosses my mind is very relevant to 1 whom i see the poor workers alone the road side,their talk and asking cigarette to their colleges....A bit from sense of uneasy touche my heart.

A couple busy in their teens have a formal talks and I respect  them , just wanna hear what they utter,cuz m thrown very far away ,I guess no one reach me.

Yeah !!!! the word is 100% true and my sentence witness me.I love the 1 very much, it seems m hungry,but I dont let know why is it so with me!!!! Their is no valid reason to justify my broken heart, it always wanna flirt now....M damn care....

M under my own stream surrounded by THROWN.......

Village Camp-DONG

It's my final year in CCCT Chisopani Engineering College.We gone for Vilage Camp in Dong,South Sikkim.The camp was mainly for Social work.We renovated the Primary Dong Ambotay School.We held their for 3 days,the teachers and people appreciate our work and blessed us.We distributed Pencil,eraser to the students.....they were also happy that we visted their place.The village was 3 km from Denzong Village.The momment was precious.I was so glad that i helped the poor villagers,share their views,I gain some basic knowledge of farmers,their shares and cultivations in a year....I come to know how the people survive in remote places....At the moment I thanked my Parents that they gave me a wonderful opportunity to born in their family...I am proud of my Parents.....I was very glad that they were filled with joy when we came their.....Yeah !!! I really miss this moment and is 4ever in my heart as a sealed in Stone.....

Recollecting the finest memories.......

Running from the rain and snow,ah!!! i reached the place where my elder sister is now not more to stay,my SWEET HOME -Melli Bazaar,South Sikkim,India.I have o get my HALL TICKET for my 5th Semester examination,but i forget all those stuff and i find my way to Melli....Today 19th November 2009,the day in my history owing to my elder sister marriage..the feeling was so xcited that i cant explain clearly....I saw sunshine in my AAMA-mother and BABA-father..all were so busy hanging here and there...Making pandals and all.Tomorrow gonna be the great day...For the very first time in my life I saw Arrange marriage, mean to say CHHETRI's merriage...M the Big brother from Son side...i had all the responsibility of my sister,i followed it properly...All that give me the lesson ofhow the family runs in Society...I was very Happy....My fiance sister KALPANA!!!!!I dropped a tears coz i cant resist my feeling s 2wads ma sister....

My memories from Bangalore are unforgettable....We planned on last week of December and we flied on 4th January 2010 and reached at 4th of Jan....its very much interesting and we enjoy very much...